Wednesday, October 3, 2012

When Life Stands Still

Sometimes time just stands still....and yet it marches on a the same time. This is especially true when you're going through a loss. Time can be a gift and a curse.

I was working on a post about Skylar's dance competitions and dance concert the morning that we found out that our little Reese was gone. That was May 24. I never posted it. I never had the heart to. While we did all sorts of fun things over the summer, my heart was still too heavy to post about the good times, the happy times, that were finally seeming to start to come back, yet were intertwined with more loss and heartache. Of course I took a million pictures and I smiled through the fun, because that's what I do. Fake it til you make it, right?  Now I need to get caught up on blogging, not for my readers, because heck, there's two of you, but because someday this here bloggy thing is going to be our family record...and even though our lives have been filled with hurt and ache for the babies we've lost, they have also been filled with joy and laughter with the babies we got to keep. Here's to a bajillion posts...with pictures...coming soon!!

2 comments:

rachel said...

Hey I read your blog! I just rarely log in so I don't comment too often. Anyway, I hope you are doing well.. we need to chat message me your # cause apparently I don't have it!

Melissa said...

Its been a while since I have had a minute to read blogs. Love reading about your cute kids and what a great family you have.