I miss my baby Gabe so, so much. 11 months ago today we found out he had returned to our Heavenly Father. This week is always my hardest of the month, but this month has been my hardest so far. I'm just so, so depressed. My heart is aching for my precious baby boy.
...and the tears come streaming down your face
when you lose something you can't replace
when you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?
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My heart hurts for you! I hope you find peace. I love you.
(hugs). I have been thinking of you a lot lately because I know his birthday is coming up.
I was at the zoo the other day and I heard a mom calling for her son. She kept saying " Gabriel" I wanted to cry for you because. Still to this day when I hear the name Spencer I have to look to see what the kid looks like and then think that I never will look for my son Spencer at a park or the zoo and then have him run to me once he sees his mommy. I guess I can only imagine what our reunion will be like in heaven.
You are amazing Cyndi. Hang in there and it really is ok to cry every second of the day!! I know your son is right there with you wanting you to hold him too.
Oh Cyndi. I luv u.
Oh my dear friend, my heart aches for your pain. I know that pain well. I sure love you. Hang in there. I know there is joy for you. I keep wondering where mine is though. Sigh, these anniversary dates can be hard. I am so sorry for your hurt.
How fortunate for Gabe that he has such a loving mother who will never forget how special he is. Hang in there Cyndi.
I've been thinking about you a lot lately Cyndi. I hope you continue to feel the prayers of those who love you. Hang in there, you are stronger than you know.
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