Wednesday, January 12, 2011

5

5 months ago today little Gabriel was born....and 5 days ago was his due date, when he could've been born. It doesn't seem possible that I've even made it these 5 months or even the last 5 days. My heart hurts. Oh how I miss my baby boy. I wish he was here and I wish I really understood why he's not....because as much as I know that he's where he's supposed to be, I'll never understand why it has to hurt so very much.

2 comments:

Teri said...

I'm so sorry Cyndi. I know it doesn't make the pain go away...but we love you!!!

Unknown said...

((hugs)). I can't believe it has already been 5 months. I know your baby boy loves you and watches over you. I am sure he always has his arms around you.