Sunday, December 2, 2012

Trying To Touch Heaven Week 4


11/23: Ben-warm home, Cyndi-Nick, Skylar-late overs, Nick-Mom (awwwwww), Kade-breakfast sandwiches, Alexis-"breakskiss samwiches" (obviously they were a hit)

 I'm thankful for my biggest baby boy, Nickolas Duncan. He is such a sweet kid, full of love and compassion for others and every living creature. He has a great imagination and is very creative. I'm so proud of his desire to be baptized this year and to always strive to choose the right. I'm thankful for the many hugs he gives me daily that keep me feeling loved. I even love the cuddles he gives me in the middle of the night when he wedges his entire body under mine so I wake up in pain (like this morning!). He has promised to always let me rock him back and forth, back and forth, and that as long as forever, my baby he'll be. I'm holding him to that, even when I'm old and frail! Today he came to me and said, "Mom, is there anything you need help with besides me giving you some cuddles?" He's a keeper. I love you Mr. Duncan!!
 

11/24: Ben-cleaning, Cyndi-double date night, Skylar-clothes, Nick-video games, Kade-BYU Basketball, Alexis-BYU basketball
  I'm thankful for date nights with my Benny, especially when we barely squeeze one in. I'm even more thankful for double dates with besties, The Tongs. It's awesome to have such great friends with such great memories of fun times! We had a great time going out for dinner as couples (and of course we didn't take pictures!) and then taking the kiddos (who are cuter in pics anyway) to the BYU Basketball game. We had a great night!


11/25: Ben-tithing, Cyndi-Jesus Christ, Skylar-singing, Nick-basketball, Kade-Christmas trees, Alexis-candy corns
I am thankful for my brother, my friend, and my Savior, Jesus Christ. When I feel completely lost and lonely, I know that He always knows exactly how I am feeling. I am thankful for His Atonement and that He loves me enough to have already gone through all of my trials for me and now He goes through them with me. He aches and cries with me as well as feels the joys and triumphs I do. I can't imagine my life without Him in it and I am eternally thankful for that.

"While the Lord clearly promises, “In the world ye shall have tribulation” (John 16:33), life’s challenges are rarely the same for you as they are for me. I can also acknowledge that you have challenges that I will likely never experience, challenges and crosses that will be just as stretching for your soul as mine are for me. I can resist the temptation to assume the role of the Master Physician by announcing to you in your despair, “Be of good cheer” or “I understand just how you feel,” being aware that it is from His voice that you and I both need to receive this message if we will be healed. He is the only one who truly understands our sorrow. Only He has felt our personal pain. "
-Camille Fronk


11/26: Ben-lunch with his ladies (me & Lex), Cyndi-Alexis, Skylar-Christmas trees, Nick-naan, Kade-Gordon (his BFF), Alexis-spinach

 I am thankful for my sweet sunshine baby girl, Alexis. This girl of mine brings so much happiness to our family. She is crazy and cuckoo and almost always smiling, laughing, and happy as can be. I hear I used to be exactly like her once upon a time. She's a sweetheart and is always willing to share her cherished blankie for a cuddle and some love. She's a proud big sister, a role that she takes very seriously, even though her baby brothers are in heaven. She never lets us forget Jesus, Gabriel, and Reese. I love her sweet testimony of the plan of salvation at such a young age and the faith she teaches me. The last four years of her life have been the hardest of mine, but I know she was sent to us as a gift to get us through our trials with her bright smile and adorable personality. She is truly a treasure of a girl. I love you my sweet Lexi Lou!!

11/27: Ben-my boys, Cyndi-modern conveniences, Skylar-sweatpants, Nick-Dad, Kade-razors, Alexis-Christmas

   I'm thankful for all of the modern conveniences of life....computers, the internet, cell phones, ovens, microwaves, Kitchenaids, Blendtecs (I love, love, love my green smoothies!), dishwashers, refrigerators, washing machines, dryers, cars, toilets, hot showers and so many more. I know I can do hard things, but I'm so thankful that these things make so many things on my to-do list a million times easier!!


11/28: Ben-my girls, Cyndi-true friends & texting (I started doubling up since I was running out of November!), Skylar-slippers, Nick-rice, Kade-hair, Alexis-Santa 

 I'm thankful for true friends....the real friends that are there for me, to laugh with me, to cry with me, to listen to me, to remember with me, and who will love me no matter what. I'm thankful for the friends that love me enough to send me a message, a text, or a hug, even from a distance, just when I need it. I'm thankful for the true friends that are there by my side, even when that means it might be hard or uncomfortable for them. I'm thankful for the friends that inspire me to be a better person because they are better people. I have been truly blessed to have the awesome true friends that I do. You know who you are and I love you!!

"A true friend is willing to take us the way we are, but is still able to leave us better than he found us." ~Marvin J. Ashton

   I am soooooo thankful for texting!!! Honestly, I could not live without it. That is a challenge I will not even attempt. I know it's totally anti-social, but an actual phone conversation is rarely convenient for me, so I'm kind of a texting freak. I'm thankful for my awesome texting friends that know this about me and are always just a text away.....an especially huge thankful to those who I have over 1000 text conversations with. You know you have a true texting friend when it reaches that high. :)

 11/29: Ben-my beard (which got a major trim), Cyndi-being a stay at home mom & alternative and modern medicine, Skylar-nature, Nick-the moon, Kade- Santa Claus, Alexis-reindeer

Today I'm thankful to be a stay at home mom to these 4 crazies. It's the best job I've ever had and also the busiest. I am thankful that it affords me the opportunity to be here for my kids when they need me, to help in my kids' classes at school (getting a hug from your kid at school in front of all of their friends has to be one of the greatest things), and to take a long and much needed nap with my little Lex because we didn't quite get in enough cuddles this morning. I'm thankful for the job that my husband has that allows us the freedom to have me be at home. I'm thankful that he's always supported me in doing so. I know it's something that not everyone is afforded and I count it as a great blessing. I am in awe at all the mommas out there that have to work and still be a mom. I'm exhausted enough just doing this. You're amazing!!

 I'm thankful for alternative medicine and modern medicine. I'm thankful that through alternative medicine with essential oils, all sorts of supplements, and visits to my amazing voodoo chiropractor I'm finally feeling better after months of feeling miserable. I'm also thankful that I'm finally getting my big fat neuroma cut out of my foot in a couple of weeks. It will be awesome to walk after years of hobbling around in almost constant pain. Of course, the recovery is going to suck and it will be majorly inconvenient, but when is foot surgery ever convenient? I'm just glad it's finally happening!!


 11/30: Ben-Heavenly Father & Jesus, Cyndi- 5 thankfuls today!!, Skylar-holidays & birthdays, Nick-the Thankful Tree, Kade-Autumn, Alexis-toast 

Thankful #1 of the day.....I'm thankful for a nice clean home that invites peace and the Spirit. I love Fridays for this reason! I'm self-admittedly OCD when it comes to a clean house because really, it stresses me out to live in chaos. I can't think or truly relax unless it's somewhat orderly. You know what it says about cleanliness? It's next to Godliness, and heaven knows I'm striving for that. I'm also thankful that when my house is clean, we can feel the peace we are always welcoming here so that we can feel our babies near....I think they like our house to be clean too....because when it is, I know they're right by our sides, helping us to do better every day. "Because someone we love is in heaven, we feel heaven in our home."

  Thankful #2 for the day....I'm thankful for cuddles and hugs. I know, it sounds majorly cheesy, but honestly they go a long way to help a hurting heart and bring some extra loving to our family. I'm thankful that I have a family of cuddlers (minus one who is finally starting to come around!!) and a king size bed to accommodate us all so that every morning is a major rush to get out the door since we've spent too long cuddling. It's worth it!!

 Thankful #3 of the day....I am so thankful for music in my life. I'm a huge fan of so many kinds (minus country!!). Music helps me get through my tasks, my trials, my everything. In a way, Ben and I wouldn't even know each other without music and it's definitely been one of the passions that we share. I'm also thankful for live concerts and super thankful that we get to go see the Killers in concert tonight! There's not much more I love than a live concert, especially when they're far and few between these days. Whoohoo!!

It was such an awesome concert! We had killer tickets on row 10. I love the Killers!! 

Thankful #4 of the day.....I am thankful for living prophets and apostles that help me personally every day. I am thankful for how easy it is to access their words and messages just when I need them through lds.org or mormonchannel.org. I seek out some of their goodness every day. I know that my Heavenly Father has helped to have these things available right when my heart needs them. I am thankful that He is not silent and that He can guide me through His servants. I am especially thankful for this video today, that helps me to remember daily the many, many blessings that God has given me:

Thankful #5 of the day....the last thankful for the month. I am so thankful for our family tradition of concentrating on our thankfuls each and every day for a month! It really helps me, especially at a hard time of year for me, to see just how many wonderful things my family and I have to feel gratitude for. I love watching my kids get so excited about adding their thankful each day to our thankful tree and seeing how the tree just blooms with blessings! This month we have had some hilarious additions such as sweatpants, popcorn, sneezes, and everyone in the whole wide world!!...as well as the ones that really are our most precious blessings....the temple, the gift of the Holy Ghost, the Book of Mormon, & Jesus, Baby Gabe, & Baby Reese. We are a truly blessed family!!!



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